Sunday, June 17, 2007

it's so ironic

I just had an argument with my dad. Today of all days.

Apparently, he found my keys still plugged in the keyhole outside the door, and he confronted me with it.

Obviously it was my carelessness, but then again, there was something else that distracted me from removing the key.

For the past 3 days, my dad's been latching the door before i came home. Apparently it was to find out what time i came home, and also to force me to come back earlier.

The first night i called my mum but she didn't come to unlatch the door for me. I ended up knocking till my maid woke up to open for me. So the next 2 days i didn't bother to call my mum, i just called till my maid woke up.

So obviously, last night when i came back at 1 plus, i found the door latched YET AGAIN. This time i was really pissed off. So pissed off that i forgot about the key.

And i told my dad exactly that! That it's partially my fault but it's also because HE latched the door, thus making me do additional stuff just to enter the house.

It just makes me feel like they don't want me to come home. They're forcing me to stay outside till morning then come home when they leave for work.

Ok i admit that ever since i stopped working i've been clubbing and going out in the nights constantly. Like everynight. And it's been going on for 2 weeks. So it's partially my bad.

But my dad said something that struck me. He said, "why can't you be like normal people and come home at 11pm?"

That really made me realise how sheltered they have kept me. Which is not a very good thing because then i wouldn't know much of what's going on around me and the lives of other people if i were to really listen to my parents.

There's so much shit going on in other people's lives and if i were to continue living in this bubble of security, i wouldn't be growing as a person. I'm 21! Let me live!

What's more, i can't possibly keep up this lifestyle because i'll be working next week onwards again.

Am i wrong to want to enjoy myself before i tie myself to the books?!?!

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Posted by juni @ 16:56


I don't want you to think of me as an eavesdropper so I'll just say that I'm listening to music instead of my neighbour's maid flirting with my other neighbour's driver.


I like it when people think of me as an intellectual so I will list a bunch of intellectual-sounding books here, even those I don't plan to read.


Since I can't list my porn collection here, I'll just leave it this way until I can force myself to watch non-pornographic stuff, which may or may not happen.