Friday, December 01, 2006
dramamama
Life's been a multiple-award-winning weepy-Korean-soap-opera for the last week of November.
That's why some of you might have thought i didn't come back from the cruise and was lost out on sea, unable to get myself to a computer terminal to blog.
But this entry's still not gonna be about the cruise (it may never surface). It's generally not gonna be about anything in particular.
I just want to let those who're in the dark know that something stinky and explosive (not a fart, something worse) happened to yours truly and that was why this place was deathly silent for so long.
And for those who know what happened, i'm fine already. I know it's very stupid of me, but i'm gonna give it one more chance, whether it's one more chance at happiness or one more chance at being hurt, i'll never know until i try.
And if i suddenly come crying to you on the phone one day, please remind me that i already gave it another chance and that i should do the right thing and haul ass away from this.
I'd like to address a few people directly now...
Many many thanks goes out to KW for staying and talking to me while i was alone sitting you-know-where. We'll talk again soon k?
Big big hugs goes out to SC for listening to me rant and rave, meeting me to talk, to study for my Final Theory Test (which was this morning and I PASSED!), trying to be the mediator, generally being so super concerned even though i've known you for less than a week?
Lots of love to SCOTT (you better come find me when u get back from Melb you lucky sob) who made me realise the point. And the point was that there was no point. Thank you for letting me cry, drenching me with your caustic words, making me laugh, making me see everything in colours again. If not for you, i might still be living in black and gray, with salt water from my eyes and vomit in my throat.
And to the people i told in one way or the other, i'd like to thank you for listening, making all the right noises, saying all the right words. I really appreciate it.
Now for the hate...
You're a fucking whore. Leave me alone. I'll never believe what you say again. Disappear from my life please.
=)
I'm trying to let it go, so that's all i'm going to say.
It's the first day of December! Everything resets itself.
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